lagilagi cinta :D

assalamualaikum .. 

lagilagi cinta .. memang gnie kali ar kalau org single .. suka sgt melalut pasal cinta .. yela .. bnyk masa mw berangan tentang cinta yg diimpikan , ye dop ?? :p sebagai seorang gadis biasa , saya pun ada impian lelaki yg saya idamkan .. :p tp lelaki yg saya cari tidaklah 100% berdasarkan apa yg saya impikan .. uhuk uhuk ~ apa yg kita mau xsemestinya kita dapat kan ? besa la tuu .. normal things in live .. :) ok .. meh kita mulakan tentang ciriciri lelaki idaman saya .. mau tau atau xmau tau , tu terpulang .. saya tulis jak .. hehe .. 

1) BERIMAN ..

 (semua gadisgadis muslim mahukan lelaki yg beriman , cmna konsep "beriman" bg korg tu , ikut msing2 laa .. ) 

2) Romantik .. 

 ( nie kira macam salah satu ciri penting laa sebab kalau si dia tuh xromantik , xla i terpikat .. haha .. :p ) 

3) BERDUIT ..

 ( haa , bab nie mesti ditekankan .. kalau ladies tuh , mmg ini di utamakan , yg guys .. so what ?? pegi laa carik keja nuh .. asyik lepak jew .. bercinta nak .. keje xdew .. habuk jew la wey korg dapat ! :p ) 

4) pandai memujuk .. 

 (nie pun kira penting bg gadisgadis yg cepat merajuk mcm i .. sengal doe kalau dapat bf xreti nk pujuk gf .. sumpah , i da kne .. and really .. sgtsgt menNYAKITkan hati ! da la buat kte mrjuk , dah tu xpndai pujuk .. grrr~! ) 

5) memahami ..

 (yg nie pon penting , ada bf xmmhmi lgsg .. bersangkutan ar dgn ciri no4 nuh kat atas .. jd bf kne laa paham , kalau gf nuh da muncong sedepa , pegi la pujuk .. nie dok , sengihsengih .. asyk tnya , 'sayang knpe?' .. hey boys , ktorg girls nie xkn bgtw kalau ktorg jeles ke mrjuk ke marah ke .. pelis laa pahampaham sendiri .. adoiyaii ..) 

6) hormat org tua .. 

 ( tang nie penting sgtsgt .. knp ?? sbb hok nie la mnentukan sesuatu hbgn tu bjaya atau tidak .. boys , kalau u ols xreti nk hormat org tua , haram pokcikpokcik mokcikmokcik nk jdkn korg mnantu , takottakot kang jd hantu pulok aih .. idak ke malu kene reject terangtangtang ?? merana laa si gadis .. knp ?? knp ?? sbb PERANGAI EKAU !! xreti nk hormat org tua .. :) ) 

haa .. raso eh , cukup laa stakat tu jo .. kang den lotak belobihlobih , telontang den xdo jodoh .. haha .. rasanya itu je yg sy pandang buat masa skrg nie .. :))) >patotla xdew bf< 

hehe .. stakat nie dulu laa .. see u until next entry .. babai .. assalamualaikum ..

LOVE, 

aen .. 

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~! perjalanan mencari cinta ~!

assalamualaikum ~!
another silent move to take .. saya mencari cinta ?? yes ! true .. mcm post title tuh laa .. :)) mmg saya dalam perjalanan mencari cinta .. huu ~ bnyk dugaan saya kena lalui .. eehh .. jangan panik .. cinta itu ada dimanamana .. insyaAllah .. Dia sudah tentukan yg terbaik untuk kita .. mencari dan berusaha .. berdoa dan tawakal .. itu saja yg mampu kita jalankan .. cepat atau lambat usaha itu mendatangkan hasil , kita cuma mampu bersabar ~ sabar itu separuh daripada iman ~ hari tuh sy kata sy akan ceritakan kisah cinta saya kan ?? hehe .. actually , teda apaapa yg best utk dikongsi tntg cerita saya .. wekwek ~ hehe .. hati saya kosong sekarang .. teda apaapa .. menanti untuk di isi .. dah saya katakan .. saya sedang mencari cinta .. :D tp xtau lah bila cinta tu datang ~

wahai insan bernama kekasih ,
saya sangat merindui anda .. andainya belum sampai saatnya anda berada disini , saya akan setia menanti anda .. hati ini sesungguhnya sentiasa menanti cinta darimu .. doaku cinta itu hadir kerana Allah .. sesungguhnya cinta keranaNya akan berkekalan .. saya tidak cukup kuat untuk berhadapan kehilangan anda lagi .. :)) jadi tolonglah .. jangan pergi lagi bila anda sudah disini .. tapi seandainya itu ketentuanNya , saya rasa saya harus redha .. :)) sekian pesan untuk kekasih .. :)))

#mintapujisikit#
saya sangat mengagumi (cmna bha mw eja tuh mengagumi) diri saya sendiri sebab saya sudah banyak kali terluka tapi masih tersenyum .. wooww ~ awesomenyaaa saya .. haha .. padahal , berbillionbillion liter sudah airmata mengalir ,, haha ,, sekali lagi awesomenyaa sayaa ~ jyeeaahh ~ asas keyakinan diri adalah sekalisekala berlagak bagus .. haha .. betul tidak ?? sukasuki campur aduk cerita .. :D

okaylah .. rasanya puas sudah i melalut .. sooo , apa lagi ?? katakata azimat saya .. SEE U UNTIL NEXT ENTRY .. babaiiiii .. assalamualaikum ~

LOVE,
AEN

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^^, cerita cinta >

kata org , kalau kita syg seseorg tuh , kita mesti sggup tggu dy kan ? tp knp arh ada juga org yg manfaatkan perasaan kita yg mmg da lama syg gn dy ? dy bt kita mghrp pastuh dy bt kita sakit hati ? knp msti mcm tuh ? dy bt kita rasa berbaloi kita tggu dy bertahun2 tp last2 ??? dy hancurkan hati kita .. bukan sekali dua , tp da bnyk kali .. smpai kdg2 kita rasa bodoh sgt .. dah bnyk kali sakit hti , tp kita msih prtahankan rsa syg kat dy .. utk apa ? utk disakiti lagi ? dy hapy ja tukar2 psgn sdgkn kita ? dah ramai lelaki yg mahukn kita bputus asa utk dptkn kita cuma sbb kita bdoh mgharap cinta org yg xmungkin akan mencintai kita .. bila dah dikecewakan , apa yg kita dapat ? rasa sakit hati dan airmata ja yg tinggal .. mcm tiada guna kan ?? suda bgtu , masih jugaa mahu mgharap .. adui .. suda2 laa ..

sy sendiri ada kisah cinta saya sendiri .. kawan2 sy selalu ckp yg sy nie playgirl la , apa laa .. just sbb sy rmai bf .. yaa .. tp tuh semua dulu .. cuma kwn2 sy xtw cmna lagak sy bila hati sy da bkenan gn ssorg tuh .. sy rela tggu dy wlu berapa lama pun .. sy sggup bsedih , bsusah payah , spya org yg sy syg tuh happy .. mcm tuh naa.. intro yg diatas tuh , haa .. khas utk sy la tuh .. mmg tepat kena batang hidung .. hurmm , bila d matang nih , rsa sg kita kat ssorg tuh , xmcm dulu , kalau dulu , ptus jak , trus dpt yg baru , tp skrg .. hurmm .. susah pulaa .. bila putus dah gn org yg kita syg .. sebulan dua bulan blm tntu prsaan tuh smbuh .. korg mcm tuh juga ka ? rsanya yaa kot .. tuh laa mybe umur2 skrg nih , hati tuh dah mula bjinak2 dgn erti cinta kot .. grr .. geli geleman bila dgr pkataan cinta tuh .. tp hakikatnya , cinta tuh laa yg buat sy gila .. yg buat sy rsa mcm mayat hdup .. makan xmw , tdur xnyenyak .. dalam solat pun sy boleh mngis just sbb perkataan cinta tuh .. astagfirullah .. beratnya penderitaan disebabkan cinta ..

bgtu la pnderitaan sy msa putus dgn jejaka I tuh .. adui , Allah jak yg tau cmna sakitnya hati sy msa tuh .. mumy abah pun xtw mw buat apa .. sy pula mmg sgt2 xmmpu buat apa2 .. cuma mngis dan berdoa supaya diberi kekuatan .. alhamdulilah skrg sy lebih tabah .. prinsip mencintai xsemestinya memiliki suda sebati dalam hati sy .. :D cerita cinta sy skrg ?? insyaAllah akan sy coretkan dalam entri yg akan dtg .. hehe .. utk msa skrg .. skdar ini dulu lah sy melalut pasal cintan cintun nih ..

see u until next entry .. :D


LOVE ,
Aen

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meet my lovely younger brother ~

yay ! again .. after a few change in this blog , here i am know .. guess what ?? i got new story .. im not guarantee that u'll enjoy it , but i just wanna share some story here , since i dont have any siblings to share this .. actually its not a kind new story but if u just read this entry then its a new story for u .. :p hurmm , as anyone who close to me know , i have a very big interest in animal .. especially animal with fur .. also the exotic one , i love to see those cute little animal .. something that worry my parents are , im so interested with SNAKES and CROCS .. for me , they are cute .. but knowing that they are predators , thats makes me hard to keep close to them ..

but , its kinda differents when im talking about the animal with fur .. grrr ~ they are shhoooo adorable ! i really inlove with them since i was kid .. when i was 6 , my grandpa has a pet .. it was squirels .. they were shoo cute , i always feed them every evening .. but that not last longer bcoz my grandpa felt shoo pity to them .. "let wild be wild" , i remembered he said .. he let them go , but this one , called chichi .. she still keep coming to our house , she never leave like the others .. but poor , she does not survive long , bcoz of my family's cat .. she died in front of the door .. :( sad right ? huu  , but thats long time ago , after that my family never had a squirel as a pet ..

since i was 3 , my family oredy have cats .. not one , two or three .. but almost 30 , its 28 .. but i dont have any special cat belongs to me .. until i was 7 , i had a cat named Comel .. yes ! as cute as his name .. many people who saw me an him will said that we are sibling . know why , bcoz he seems to understands what i asked .. whenever i called his name , he'll quickly come to me and sit in front of me .. yes ! i really loved him pretty much as my brother .. we always sleep together , eat together , and whatever i ate , he must ate it too .. (except for those what cat din eat)

after he died , its quite long time that i din have any special cat on my own , but after my aunt from tenom give me 3 kittens with their mother , i really excited with having a new cat , named Chiki .. a cute lil yellow cat .. he looks like the Garfield .. hehe .. and also , he have the same character like garfield which is LAZY .. why ? bcoz he is spending the whole day , only eating and sleeping .. nothing much to do , beside during the evening playing with me .. :D but poor him , he does not have much longer life since he is suffering in heart problem .. he always afraid of many people and noises .. if that happen , he'll run to the bushes at the back , and stay there even its raining .. :( the sad part is , when he only die after i hold him , hug him , and put him on his bed .. i couldnt stands it , my eyes wet while looking his fur stands and his legs oredy it "that" position .. we know when a cat died , the leg will automatically arranged .. :'( i kissed his head for the last time and run to my room , crying bcoz i was so shock that he only died after i touched him .. :'( i guess nobody will truly understand what i felt .. even while im writing this , my tears is accompanying me .. its really hard to remembered that im the one who the FIRST took he to this house and also the LAST to hold him before he died ... here is picture of him .. my lil CHIKI ..

chiki while sleeping 

okay , thats the story of chiki , now we go the my last and currently cat , his name is Pungut .. hehe .. funny isnt it ? yeah , we gave him this name bcoz my father took him from the forest .. that time he was chasing my father lorry and my father quite interested to take this cat .. at first , he was so wild .. he dont want anyone to touch him , but when he saw me , he got nice .. he let me to hold him , and after that he been so pampered by my parents .. he slept with me , ask me to bath him , eat with me and play with me .. even at night , he'll not sleep at his own place if i still online or doing anything with my lappy , he'll sleep on my lappy .. hehe .. cute right ...? ok , here , some picture of my lil brother , i called him Ngongot , bcoz sometimes he looks stupids with his big eyes ! :p check this out ! 

 look at his big eyes ! :D

sleeping on my lappy if i did not shut down yet ! =.=! 

hee .. ok .. i think that enough .. i also feel sleepy oredy .. :) see u until next entry .. mmuahhxx ! ciaooo .. :D

thanks for reading ..

LOVE , 

AEN .. =) 

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new look of mine ~blog~

yay ! wee .. again im writing here in this blog .. :) basically i've change a lil bit of my blog appearence .. wanna know more , yeah .. check it out guys ! :)

LOVE, 
aen



i'll get back for more stories .. :D

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assalamualaikum .. wee .. here i am .. back to the blogging world .. hehehe .. hurmm , sorry but i kinda malas2 actually to post any new entry , huu .. its not that my life is so boring , but hurmm , i have to admit it , actually yeah ! its boring !! nothing to share , its not nothing to share actually , but more to nothing interesting to share .. huu .. for now , i am "wee-ing" with my ho ho holiday , but guess what , i got nothing to do for this fucking two month semester breaks .. yeah , yeah , yeah .. i knowww .. im not really enjoying my life as a teenage , im stuck with my family rules .. i do really wanna have something cool to do , but yeah u know .. parentssss , "u cannot go there , u cannot do this .. blablabla .. huu , and thats all ends with , im staying at home , listening to them and just trying to be a gud daughter .. =.=!!

hurmm , im soo alone .. whyy ?? because my parents are always not at home .. urmm , they are always out .. plus , i dont have boyfren ! ughhh .. but , i am aen , a girl that always thinking in a positive way .. yeah , mum and dad are always not at home , hey , im not that all alone actually , i do have my handphone .. i have friends .. they always there for me .. ushhhh .. what am i talking about ?? im just merepek here .. ngeee .. and sshhh , its mother's day .. and here we go .. !!

mummy , look .. 19 years ago , u just have this lil baby name aen .. she was still small , and now , look .. she has grown up ..  yeah mummy , i dont know how many times did i hurt u , but mum , there's no one that can replace you .. you are the best mum .. u had never talks bad to me even how nakal i used to be .. and now , here mum , here is your girl , the one who had promise herself to take a very gud care of u .. im big enough now , and thanks mum , i've learned many things from you .. i need u in my long life journey , promise me mum , that u will never let this girl's hand away from you .. u r the one who know me better than anyone else .. and here we go , I LOVE YOU MUMY .....!!!

ouw yeah , fyi , actually , i had never say i love u to my mum .. =.=! awful right ?? but , yeah thats me .. my mum will like , "hey dear , whats wrong with u ? r u sick ? " if i do say that to her , and i really wanna admit that , i had never hug my dad even when its raya ! i only just like salam then say sorry , and there u gooo , no one will know where i am after that , and yeah .. actually i am at my room , with tears down to my cheek .. why ?? because i always think that i am not a gud daughter .. im just to shy to do that .. i dont know why , maybe yeah , my mum and dad just too strict in teaching me .. i really dont know how to show my love to them .. huuu ..

okay then , i guess thats enough for now .. :D i'll be right back next time .. :) tetaaaa .. love you guyssss .. assalamualaikum ..

with love ..
aen ..

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